Love you forever dear I miss you

Yesterday saw a glimpse of life,
She was humming to me on the way,
then find it here and there
She was smiling narrowly,
After a long time I got an agreement,
she was making me sleep
why are we both angry with each other
I was explaining to him and she to me,
I asked – why did it give so much pain
fucking you,
She laughed and said – I am crazy
I was teaching you how to live.
Love you Jaan